public honesty.

of course i feel badly about not seeing you.
i don't really know how i'm feeling.

my life is changing quickly.
i have barely had a moment to breathe and reflect.
i am craving old friends lately. familiar voices and faces.
[ ], please don't think less of me. i like my space. i think any type of affection (companionship) comes second.

yes, i love my friends, but distance and time make the old ones much sweeter.
why do i keep thinking about 2006?
it was not necessarily better, right?
no.
maybe i make a big fucking deal out of... absolutely nothing.

"the only constant is change."

i need a long drive by myself. i really am content with myself.
life just feels a bit dreary.