dear day

please do not go up and down.

i hate when the sky is empty.
my hands are cold and dry.

for you

i am already thankful for my future experiences.

white or black rhino?

it happens every once in awhile.

and every time it reminds me of that video.

i don't like it.

an understanding

i guess i just want to say...

i have many things to say,
just not the courage, nor strength to say them.

i hope the world brings peace to my mind.
i hope i can bring peace to those i love.

what influence am i?

it's a little bit funny

i think life purposely allows room for disappointment just to keep you on your guard.
i mean, some issues really should not be issues at all.
but life makes them a big deal to the world.
life makes you think they're a big deal, too.

the dynamics of my life intrigue me sometimes. i need to approach these issues as opportunities to learn. meh.

dishonesty

it's just that it's delicate

january is such an intricate month.
i tend to think it sets the mood for the rest of the year.
how untrue is that?

i usually make all my goals in january.
last year i met all of them.
i am still reeling from 2007.
not in a bad way of course.
2007 just seems like the weekend of my life.
it felt like my identity transitioned.

i've noticed my goals become more intricate each january.