a road unseen

perhaps neither is the right choice for me.

remember when i thought choices were a good thing?

i create nothing but discontentment.

can a heart really change?

some habits never die.

guilty pleasures, comfort zones, temptations.

options and heartbreak

there is the one currently

then the innocent, yet untruthful side activity

and of course my greatest addiction.

apparently i cannot decipher my own feelings.

i should not be allowed to pursue relationships.

i hurt people and confuse myself.