ps

it's easier not to remember.
it's easier not to remember how i felt.

it's easier not to think about now,
nor tomorrow.









is there such a thing as too much change?

suddenly i feel so old.

late

sometimes the night brings calmness and clarity.

other times, like tonight, it brings fear and anxiety.

everything i feel

internalization is the word of my life.

my how april came quickly!

i have a hard time choosing between a guaranteed great time or saving even the most minimal funds (as they add up quickly).

immediate happiness or happiness built up for the future?

just how far can i stretch?

i'll always wish i wasn't born with such faults. defects. abnormalities. and limitations.