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success more than anything.

coming back is... mildly difficult.
remember how i never learn my lesson?
remember how this is all kinds of ridiculous?
ugh.

but, there are new things ahead. exciting! hope!
... all with a degree of fear and
regret.
i really hate that word.

every day is a test.
i never was a good test-taker.

life, i ask you now: show me rest, show me peace of mind, and show me soft light.