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i somehow screw up everything, in every situation. i'm not asking to be perfect. i just want to be normal. normal people don't screw up the way i do.

the sad part is, i know i'll never become that person. there are just some things you know about yourself that are permanent. i guess all i can do is pick up the mess i make each and every day.

it takes a very strong person to put up with my bullshit.