sunrise

so many of my friends are in serious relationships.
close friends. old friends. new friends.
i miss days from the past when we all stuck together for enjoyment.
i guess the goal for most people is to find solidarity in companionship.

i feel left behind, sort of.
maybe i am content spending time alone?

i guess i just wonder whether i would ever be capable of having that type of attachment to someone, like everyone else?

anyway, i am happy for you.
also, just slightly worried i won't catch up with you.