fix you

i don't really want to wait this long,

to see if something's wrong.

education

it seems like everyone is excelling in school, either approaching graduation or even pursuing a master's degree.

why am i not inclined to do either? i just don't want to continue.

i don't know how much that would limit my career path, but doesn't life tend to sail on regardless?

i need to rest.

no one will/would understand i guess. perhaps i don't even understand.

am i failing? am i giving up?

everyone needs to change routines, right? i deserve that, right?

i need to keep thinking about it. but so far i've returned to the same choice.

my goals have never been typical.

hey, if i end up making enough money, i'll go back. the end.

getting up again.

i'm so... bothered by my shortcomings.

i fail people quite often, unintentionally. disappointing others is arguably the WORST feeling one can endure--at least with me.

i should stop worrying about the future.

no regrets, no regrets

time is the most bizarre... phenomenon.

memories are almost equally peculiar.